either that or im angry because i'm just stubborn and self willed...and i dont want to give into something or someone else. maybe its part of an excuse for not wanting to give up other areas of my life to God, and having something to hold against Him under the name of 'reason- God you're illogical' works.
but what if i give in because its just practically easier.
How bout if i accept it and go on living in joy because i know of the better reality now. and that one day i will experience the same reality. and maybe release the sadness with this knowledge.
the only thing about that which troubles me is that it seems to be the practically easier step. and that faith seems to ignore alot of questions. but should i even be asking the questions in the first place? is there an answer?
aiyar im not burdened. its just that theres always this unresolved issue that comes around at least once every year during this time period. just that it is usually accompanied by alot more sadness. maybe i've just learnt to block it out a bit more..which is never a good thing i guess.
posted by gneh-snah @ 8:09 AM
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love love love..
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