Wednesday, March 14, 2007

AAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGH

hans u idiot...say until like that for what.
do ee until like that for what.
just want to save one point, then restructure half my essay 3 times.
then now after restructuring, i realized it doesnt work and i cant remember my original stand.
or now i feel that my original stand is too simplistic.
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGH.

and wah i do feel a bit bad that im arguing or asserting historical truth based on convenience rather than...trying to find out truth in itself. first i say its the ideology's fault. then i say its the constitution's fault. then i say its the president's interpretation of the constitution. and now im back at saying its the constitution.

actually saying that its the constitution's fault is the easiest. but just to save one contrary point...i went on one biiiig round to try and justify it. aaaaaaargggh...its now 2.46 am and im mighty peeved.

tomorrow must do tok somemore. see la see la. play fifa somemore. i should have gone on this wild Hindenburg chase earlier in the afternoon. Then i would have realized it was useless by evening. then by 2.50am i would have finished typing out my view of why the stupid constitution did not facilitate liberal democracy, must be viewed independent from the ideology, and thus the CONSTITUTION SHOULD BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FAILURE AND NOT THE IDEOLOGY OF LIBERAL DEMOCRACY.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. there i have it. online. at least. so if my mind dies and all my papers dissolve at least its still online. see la, even after typing that out i have re considerations of whether that stand is correct. but dont care already...its a truth of convenience! not fact! these darn historians believe otherwise....but..hopefully...my unaccredited stand can be justified.

oh oh dont forget to add in the intention of those strangely undemocratic clauses...that the intention was reserve some right to the president, so as to prevent instability, just that it was taken to extremes and democracy became disregarded through it..soon to be replaced by autocracy.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i need some clarity. tomorrow. and i need some time. before and after maths..and after heart checkup and before training..and then friday also...meeting in the morning. walao eh.

see la see la, play fifa somemore.
that darn tok haunts me as well as i begin to hate everything philosophical. intellectual quest and discovery for what. damn sian already.
like dr vivian balakrishnan said, 'i am a practical person'...or something like that. Life demands so much more out of you than to sit down and mull over foregone conclusions. give me something new, something fresh, something that i have not thought about or realized and i shall think about it.

i love my ultra bad english.
this tok haunts me. and the ee wild goose chase..at least i think i know what to do for it tmr....but tok and world lit...
garh.
all needs to be settled by march!

see la..see la...play fifa somemore. sleep in the afternoon somemore. stupid idiot.

4 Comments:

At 7:01 PM , Blogger operating system. said...

lol hans ah hans

 
At 6:31 PM , Blogger Dilys said...

hans! how do you spell relax?
r-e-l-a-c-k!!!

don't think so much brother! go play fifa then come back and restart!

hehh.

 
At 6:33 PM , Blogger Dilys said...

oh i forgot to add, your pictures are awesome!

 
At 2:34 AM , Blogger Trebuchet said...

yes, truly you might be one, but you can stop now... all it takes is right action.

 

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