mmft...the trade off...opportunity cost in its true sense..
yes i do feel that gloomy. 33 points and a lack of entry is a very very...telling moment. it is a trade off and has always been. studies, council, tennis. its just bumming that u dont fulfill the package. somehow u want to fulfill the singaporean package because it guarantees you success, even if its within the singaporean system (which somehow u feel u would end up thriving in if u werent allowed to fulfill your other passions..and is hence somewhat attractive.) the worst thing is that u know ure of standard, but there is just one huge element missing. and it is by no other person's responsibility that this element is missing. yes it has always been a trade off, just never with this form of significance attached.
nvm nvm..its very bumming i guess.the next battle to fight is with laziness. mean while, its time to focus on what i like to do, painting, murals and a possible 3 day long itz for wed. ergh.
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