the emotions of family
thoughts. nearly (in reverse order of intensity and magnitude)when i want something, i will not settle for anything less.
its as if the weight of the world is on my shoulders again.
i dont know if its a genuine burden.
and at the same time i wonder if the genuine burden is being corrupted by issues of pride and glory.
that only those with the mind of dictators understand.
the quest.
a call for moderation and humility.
this can be managed easily
no worries.
now im feeling a mix.
i wonder if its genuine or worth writing about.
or its just an excuse for the lack of heart to study.
but then it leads me to other emotions.
of reclusion and the desire to not talk.
to trying to understand.
and sadness. a little.
and then it travels to utter dislike.
to detest and the inability to understand.
suddenly its as if all you do is feel.
and then u reach things u dont want to talk about anymore
of cancer. and things of that sort.
of the emotions of family.
and the dwellings of the anguished soul.
i feel more resolved.
almost almost!
can u tell..the pace just picked up.
thats what happens.
when u see the little blue thing pop up.
and u dont know whether its good or bad.
and u try to not care.
but heck heck! history test tmr.
its 10pm.
and i have not studied.
to hell with it.
priority priority
hergh.
posted by gneh-snah @ 5:13 AM
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